Ornament's Forever

Don’t you wish you had the serenity of friendship or even better yet, the security of friendship? Many don’t have these types of relationships when it comes to a friend. Many don’t know what its like to experience serenity or security. The feeling of security and serenity emasculates me. Makes me the women I never was. I know this sounds weird, but when a woman is your close friend then maybe ill have your okay. That normality everyone sees in a female-to-female conversation is what I have with this young women. She is one of my closest friends. She saw me for what no one else did. I thought I was that dork at school that no one would come up to. She saw past that and befriended me. I saw her car and I was hooked though. Started a conversation like no other day, it was just something about that car I thought. Really though, nothing could beat a friend who drove a 2003 BMW 330i, she was never a tool to me.  She is my friend!

I don’t just use people and throw them away. I take people for what they really are. They matter because humans have souls. Humans do feel what no other creature dares to. We want someone to talk to in the middle of the night. We want someone who we can vent to. Is it even mildly possible? Do these people really exist? Yes, it is possible to have a friend who will talk to you every night till the end of the night and no, they don't only exist in your dreams. That comfort you get when you’ve flooded your soul with relief. When you’ve let go of the things that you dreaded most or made you cry. These are the things that people sometimes take for granted. Emotions are what break security systems. We are too nervous to speed through streets, so what would we do in a situation of life and death? Would we be to nervous to fend for our lives?  I will always remember that emotion mildly broke my heart. Thankfully she helped me put the pieces back together again. It was on a day where I was confused. On a day were I felt emotionally weak. I felt depressed, but I never was going to show it. I let her know though with the confusion of my major. I let her help me out with my life career. I asked her what I should be, well I more so told her what I should be and had her advise me. I wanted to be a psychologist. She showed be through it though because she is a girl who has not only benefited me, but also benefited he world.  Her knowledge was far superior to mine, well at the moment I felt that way at least or maybe I just wanted security. A human benefits every human on this earth by smiling. A smile is contagious people say and that’s what made her so pleasing to be around. Her smile solved my situation. Solved the broken heart caused by depression.

What makes her a great person is that she's also nice to her sister, which if none of you know can really be moody at times. She is also the daughter that does not resent a fathers decision. A daughter who respects her mother and can relate to at times. She doesn't show her depression. One might ask what would you do when times are tough?  We tend to fringe and fear when one mentions harsh times. If we do fringe and fear though, don’t we deserve a friend to push us back onto the right road? She was the friend that did it all. Everyone in this world can say they will change, but to actually put forth your will and reform is beyond rare. This in my books is considers a miracle. This girl knew the saying and applied it that is why she is the sister everyone wanted. She is that daughter every parent wished for. She is a friend that every human would of kill for. She was that one who even made her self, happy. 

See you can put a smile on your friends face.  You can put a smile on your parent’s faces and above all put a smile on your face. We need to be the better friends first of all. We can’t just wait around for people to be kind to us. Do unto others, as you would like done unto yourself the gold rule states. If that wisdom holds true, for every man and women on days so close to this holiday, than this reformation could be a change for the better. A better holiday for all and a new year with no frown. This brings me to the conclusion of a great one. She made the best of her year and as of tonight she will witness the miracle of her own year pass her by. Every year is a blessing and with this year comes more responsibility and more dedication. She has finally reached her twentieth this being the reason I talk about this sweet young girl tonight. She honestly deserves nothing less than my respect, so Nadine Gamie Happy twentieth birthday from your dear friend.