Let light shine down on time

You sit and think about that special man or women that passed you by. One, maybe even two, maybe even a countless number of them, but thats just life. We can regret that sometimes. The mistakes you made that made you both part. It's love that we sought, but what we got instead was a mush of feelings we didn't know how to use. They were the "ONE" many might say. They were that bright light that shined down on everything. They made everything seem possible, but when that time came your differences were only too strong to hold. You can make it through you keep telling yourself, until you cave in and find your self back at the beginning. This is why you regret memories because when you think about great things you remember "THEM." I was there countless times, just like you I felt this pain. It was about our differences, but to actually make a relationship work it takes time, which some of us don't have. You might regret saying that in the future I keep telling my self. The time you could of had with that girl or guy. The future both of you could have seen together. I myself regret that I went in too fast, let my feelings run like a wild vine and got rejected by one too many. Some might say thats sad but Im not regretting it one bit. I learned so much from those mistakes. I tortured my self for feeling bad, but now I see the truth. Time is definitely of the essence and I realized that I cant keep running. Dont hesitate to make mistakes. Take your time and in the end everything will work out. A smart friend of mine said, "why move so fast, let things play their intended course."

Lets say thats not you though, say your the man or women who doesn't feel. You should take into account the feelings of that man or women your about to cheat. Frankly, we've all been hurt by this. When a man or women dosent know how to feel, they just play you for what you've got. In the end they will take it all away and leave you heartbroken. Was that the feeling we fear and because of that is that why we regret the time we had with that one person? Is this you, "It would have been easier if I had never met that "DAMN HEARTBREAKER" or that "BITCH?" Was he or she not worth your time? During that whole relationship you felt invincible. You were both inseparable. You "loved" her. Wait did you just say "LOVED." The world love revolves only around time, so why use it? You have no right to love because love is everlasting. You only lasted a year or two or maybe four or five, yet both of you keep thinking about each other months after the relationship had ended. We only leave because we know that time is inevitable. Time will end up revealing things that we never knew and we all tend to avoid things that will cause us pain. We also love because we fear being insecure. When we leave our homes, our families, or even our pets we tend to feel separation. Our families, including our pets, our lovers, our everything help us feel secure, but when we leave that behind, when they die or are gone then what do we have? We move on and thats why we sometimes move from girl to girl or guy to guy, hurting each and everyone. Are you that person? Are you that girl or guy that cared less about feelings? If you are, then learn from your mistakes because you and I both know you made one. You've hurt both yourself and the one that cared about you. You gave up on what could have happened. You never gave it a chance or maybe if you did it maybe wasn't your fault, but you will regret it in the end. You will sit up crying, weeping, or plain old thinking about that one. Hurt comes in many different sizes and shapes and thats why time will always be our enemy.

We need to stop and think about the truth. Life is only about the mistakes that we make, so lets not make time our enemy. Time might by inevitable and unpredicted, but thats okay because in the end we know that its on our side. Remember that special someone and grow that memory like a seed. You should know that we as humans can take a lot of pain, but why? At what cost does this pain come? It comes at the cost of a heart and that in the end will tear us both apart. Pain, Time, and Security are what we lack, so in the end lets stand up against it and make our enemy ourselves and time our savior till the end.