WHO AM I?

Am I a fallacy? I cease to exist without the basic functions of my organs as other humans cease to exist without facebook or technology. I dont know whether I mean enough to this world. I dont know whether this world cares enough about me, either way im direly bowing my head in shame.  The reason as to why I would be so dire is simple, I have come to this conclusion many years ago. I meant nothing to this world. I meant nothing to you. Who am I, the question commonly asked when it comes to the psychologically unstable. Well isn't that what a psychologist diagnoses them as? We are nothing more than infidels infiltrating a throne. A throne that has been dusted off by the heirs of this generation. This throne symbolizes you and I in times like this. This throne means that you and I are not meant to live in peace. We Have lived too long in shame. Many people love us, or say they do, and others just pass us by. I want to exist in the hearts of others, not as a fallacy as a malleable being. Just give me time and then I might be able to survive. I am the man in the mirror, but that mirror always seemed to fade. I dont want to fade anymore. I want to live my life like a normal human being. In honor I bow my head because one day  you will learn enough to do the same. This world is full of regrets. Like never being able to exist, but make the best out of it because you mean more than you think. I never thought I could write a book. I never thought I could drive a car. I never thought about this thought. Life, Liberty, and the pursuit of happiness the Declaration of Independence quotes and I the average human never does see that in a normal day in southern California, why is that? Life and happiness are what keep a human stable, but without his or her liberties they will fall like the domino game. See, one domino is tipped and the rest fall down. We need to rise against depression because so many americans kill themselves, but honestly how could you blame them they never met with the president. Exactly my point, who are we? We are nobodies waiting to die, so why not rush the process by killing ourselves. The answer is far too simple, it is because we have too much to find out. Tomorrow is a new day and what tomorrow brings is precious and new. New is good and new is what keeps me going. Did you think you were the only one suffering from this. I myself see this daily. When respect isn't given I turn a snout. When life isn't pleasant I run about. See this is my point though we cant look back on yesterday or the present. We must look to the future because the future is relevant.